I Keep Going to the River to Pray
“I keep going to the river to pray
‘Cause I need something that can wash out the pain
And at most
I’m sleeping all these demons away
But your ghost, the ghost of you
It keeps me awake”
It seems now a days the music I listen to has inspired some of my blogs and their titles.This week’s addiction is Ella Henderson’s “Ghost”. Apparently this song has been out a while in the UK and yet America is just debuting it. What a shame cause this girl is hella talented. I watched her audition from the X factor and goosebumps I tell ya. Imagine a combination of Adele’s soulful voice and Leona Lewis’s vibrato combined in one.
I think I love this song so much because it can be interpreted in so many ways. I personally feel like I have been haunted by certain individuals in my life. I cannot say I put all the blame on them. I know I had faults and therefore I have demons I have to fight off. The worst part is when you offer an apology and it isn’t accepted. I have hurt people immensely with the “no filter” mouth I have at times. Now that I have a child and has aged a bit, I try to think before acting.
So today I decided to blog on a few new items from Delirium Style, Bella Elephante, and Truth. Delirium Style will be part of the Hipster Fair that will be running from the 1st of February until the 15th. The super baggy pants(not a skirt) and tank will be available in a variety of colors.
Uber decided to open their doors early today instead of the usually 30th and the theme is Celestial. Truth released this gorgeous hair with a braid. It can be worn as shown or with the included hair attachment which comes in silver and gold.
Bella Elephante released neck tattoos for OMGacha and Leaf on the Wind. The one I am showing off is the Leo sign. Melissa made every sign of the zodiac and yup I am rocking this one on the Maitreya body
That is all for now loves, have a good evening!
❤ Saxxy
Hair: Esther in Black and Whites-Truth@Uber
Eyes: Bohemian Eyes 4-The Skinnery
Ears: Unisex Steking Ears Season 5-Mandala
Makeup: Juliette April (01) Eyeshadow in Dark Nude-Modish
Falsies Lashes-Mon Cheri
Glossy Lip Highlights-Izzie’s
Nails: Glossy Nails-Deesses
Tattoo: Zodiac in Leo-Bella Elephante @ OMGacha & Leaf on the Wind
Jewelry: Pixi Dust Necklace in Silver-[tea.s]
Clothing: Iona Set in Soul-Delirium Style@Hipster Fair
Poses: Nina-Kirin
Location: Done Wiv a Twist
We Could Be Heroes
“Everyday people do
Everyday things but I
Can’t be one of them
I know you hear me now
We are a different kind
We can do anything
We could be heroes
We could be heroes
Me and you
We could be heroes
We could be heroes
Me and you
We could be”
This happens to be one of my favorite songs at the moment. I personally think I happen to be one of those people who can’t live a life like an everyday person with a 9-5 job. There is no offense to those who live that kind of life, but I blame it to my late night shifts I did while doing my last job. I have become quite nocturnal, so I don’t sleep much at night.
I am showing off this ensemble with a few new things. First up is the new dress from Biscuit. It comes with a color changing hud and your five standard sizes. It is open in the front in which is why I decided to pair some leggings with it, but one may layer a shirt, pants, leggings, a skirt, or whatever floats your boat. This can be found at TUMF Urban Legends Fair.
Next up is this quite hilarious purse from Ariskea. There are some refined patterns don’t get me wrong, but why be proper when you can have a cute bag with a pile of poop on it? 😛 You may find this print along with others at N21.
You may find the new necklace from Yummy and hair from Moon @ N21 as well.
Hope you all are having a terrific day! Details are below.
❤ Saxxy
Saxxy is Wearing:
Skin: Qopi Skin in Tanned-Izzie’s
Hair: RIPtide-Moon@N21
Makeup: Falsies Lashes-Mon Cheri
Juliette Eyeshadows-Modish
Lipstick in Rose(comes with Qopi Skin)
Accessories: Heart Shaker Necklace-Yummy@N21
[Boheme] Bag of Poop-Ariskea@N21
Glossy Nails-Deesses
Clothing: Ingrid Dress-Biscuit@TUMF
Leggings from the Steal My Girl Outfit-Liv Glam(now closed and has a different brand name)
Shoes: Arlene Heels w Hud-Hilly Haalan
Pose: 006 from the {Charming} pose pack-.mien.
Location: L’arc en Ciel
The Cleansing
“Some people are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into your wounds to discover where your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin.”-Tori Amos
I have always told others I scare myself at times. I know what is right and wrong and yet I know my life is so filled with sin. I try to make up for it by doing what is morally right, but there are times when I know I am about to do wrong or has done them in spite of it all. I know I am not perfect, nor will I ever strive for perfection. There is a line I know I shouldn’t cross but still do because of the adrenaline rush. I have to stop that. Temporary high’s have not done anything to benefit myself.I am trying to become a better person, friend, and mother. I have almost given up so many times but I guess my willpower was too strong. If at anytime you find yourself over analyzing yourself or doubting your abilities, never give up. Lay the good and bad parts about you flow on paper. If your positives overcome the negatives, you should be proud. If it is the other way around, you can work on yourself and know it will not happen overnight. Think of the outcome rather than the could be failures.
I have been inspired to write more you all. Sometimes it comes and goes. I stopped writing because I didn’t think people would read what I have to say. I had to stop worrying about what others did and start thinking about what made me happy. Writing and expressing myself is what makes me happy. Whether or not someone reads it, it makes me feel a bit more satisfied.
Today I am showing off some gorgeous nails that Deesses released. Two sets were released, but today I am showing off the nails from the Rhomb set. They come with beautiful colors and gold gems placed right above the cuticle. They come in several colors as shown below.
I also grabbed this two piece set during the Fifty Linden Friday event. Of course it isn’t for 50l anymore but still gorgeous to invest into if you like the two piece formal look.
Until next time, enjoy your day!
❤ Saxxy
Saxxy is Wearing:
Hair: Vixen-Truth
Eyes: Hope Eyes in Rustic-Ikon
Makeup: Falsies Lashes-Mon Cheri
Juliette Eyeshadows in Dark Nude-Modish
Glossy Lip Highlights-Izzie’s
Jewelry: Rings for Slink Casual-Formanails Accessories
Nails: Rhomb Fingernails-Deesses
Clothing: Ossul Top & Winter Maxi-MOLiCHiNO
Poses: Sasha 3 Curvy-Posetivity
Nephthys-Label Motion
Location: Done Wiv a Twist
She Left Shattered
She heard his footsteps approaching the hallway. She knew the time had come for her final decision in the matter. While she appreciated the tenderness, the nurturing, the sweet gestures, and his attention,she knew that it was not love. It was lust at its finest point for the both of them. The adventure had taken a turn which left her in such a complicated precipice. It finally started to all sink in for her. “It” was the choice to stay with Daddy and remain his baby girl or move back to square one. While she would miss his touch, whether it was a firm hand around her neck or the touch of his hand gliding through the strands of her hair, she still couldn’t love and give her all to him. She walked away in a grandiose fashion, but deep down her emotions were overbearing and her nerves were jittering.
A few days later she found the bear that her Daddy had given her on their third encounter sitting on a pile of books in the den. When she missed Daddy, she would grab the bear and inhale the scent of his cologne. She promised to never wash it, as she would never get back the same nostalgic feelings she continually received every time she held it. She decided a walk was necessary for a change of scenery and a bit of clarity. Although she may have done something dreadfully stupid, she knew he deserved someone better than a person looking for a temporary high. It was fun while it lasted, but she knew she was incapable of giving herself to anyone. She knew there was a possibility of remaining alone for the rest of her life. In a melancholy and selfish way, she accepted it. She knew that at that point in her life, she could only live to please herself. There was a dead end approaching during her walk. She stopped crying and smiled a bit. The dead end symbolized her lustful relationship to Him. While it was sad that she would probably never see him again, she started to feel like herself again. She turned around with her teddy and headed to the nearest Boba Tea House with a better sense of assurance.
Thank you Ally for this little guy, as a person who enjoys the lifestyle of being a “babygirl” you made something that could make tons of scenarios and stories! You all may find erotic poses and such at Ally’s new store called Something Erotic.
I decided to wear a few things from Collabor88 in which the theme is OMG! Unicorns! Everything is all rainbow colored and most of the items include unicorns.
Until next time my loves…
❤ Saxxy
Saxxy is Wearing:
Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara
Skin: Sia skin ( Fairy Tales ) in America-Glam Affair@Collabor88
Hair: Margot in Irish Red-LeLutka
Eyes: Eden in Green Eye-S0ng@Kustom 9
Makeup: Falsies Lashes-Mon Cheri
Juliette Eyeshadow B Nude-Modish
Contouring Blush-MUA
Fruitilicious Lip Gloss [My Bubblicious]-Mock Cosmetics
Jewelry: QtUnicorns Neckalce Peachy Glitters-Glam Affair@Collabor88
Unicorn Cameo Ring in Classic Ivory-Yummy@Collabor88
Clothing: Dreaming Blooming in Coral-{u.f.o}@Collabor88
Shoes: Unicorn Shoes in White-Violent Seduction@Collabor88
Prop and Pose: Me and My Teddy 2-Something Erotic
Location: L’arc en Ciel
Hope Floats
Well lovelies I guess after my break I got some serious mojo back to blog! It has been a while since I have done a blog back to back! In any case I won’t ramble on too much as I have some games on Steam I could be playing mwahaha.
I decided to do two pics and show them off with different windlights and editing. I am showing off this gorgeous gown from Delirium Style called Saphira in the color “Hope”. There are other colors available and come with Lola appliers. I am also showing off this gorgeous hair from Clawtooth available at the new round at Fameshed called “Don’t Mess with Texas”. MUA is having a 50% off sale on selected make up and nail polishes. Make sure to join the group cause it is free at the moment. You also get a 10% off of the items as a group member. There are a few other new goodies that will be mentioned in the credits.
Now this time I am done blogging for the day!
❤ Saxxy
Saxxy is Wearing:
Skin: Harley in Peach-Pink Fuel
Body: Slink Physique-Slink
Hair: Don’t Mess With Texas in Silent Movie Pack-Clawtooth@Fameshed
Eyes: Eden in Faded Brown Eye-S0ng@Kustom 9
Makeup: Falsies Lashes-Mon Cheri
Juliette Eyeshadows B Dark Nude-Modish
Contouring Blush(in light full)-MUA
Lorelay Lipstick in Roasty Red-Deesses
Nails: December Sunday Set-Hello Dave
Jewelry: LaRose Necklace in Pearl-Pure Poison@Uber
Dress: Saphira Dress in Hope-Delirium Style
Prop: Lantern ” temari : snow ” –anc@The Liaison Collaborative
Pose: Athena (coinciding with the lantern worn)-Label Motion
Location: Done Wiv a Twist
This Song in My Heart
Hiya everyone! I am getting there…ya know catching up on my blogging. Might have to take a double look cause Skyla and I decided to rock these ponchos from PMS. I had planned to not blog today, but due to the high volume of traffic, I decided to go for the pictures when the sim wasn’t overflowing with folks. As for the title of this post, I have this song….it is playing on repeat lol. The song by Pentatonix called “That’s Christmas to Me”. It really touches me..not just the song, but the music video is touching as well. I think I love this song so much because there are a combination of voices that blend so well! I will place the video below just in case you are looking for new Christmas tunes to listen to. Their whole Christmas album is wonderfully done!
So yeah back to the fashion part of this, I put this cozy look together based on things I love in my RL. Headbands, full hair, jeans, heels, ponchos, and candy canes! I can’t forget a great set of gloves either. Details are provided below. Hope you are all having a wonderful Sunday or Monday to those like Ally who lives in the future lol 😛
❤ Saxxy
Skin: {LadyDyvine} in medium01(gift in mainstore)-Essences
Hairbase: Natural Hairbase Set 03-Just Magnetized & Genetics Hairbase in Coal-Modish
(Yes I mixed two hairbases for my big ass forehead lol.)
Shape: My Own
Hair: Sage-LeLutka
Eyes: Hope Eyes in Wight-Ikon
Makeup: Jouryonce Eyeshadow(comes with the Limited Skin) in Cool Smokey-Deesses
Falsies Eyelashes-Mon Cheri
Black Eyeliner Series 5-MONS
Lipstick comes on Skin
Accessories: Gray Eye Headband(Gacha)-Biscuit
Mouth Candy Cane in Silent Night(RARE)-.twenty 13.@Better Not Pout Gacha
Knit Gloves in Grey-Izzies@TDR
Tripple Chain in Silver-[glow]studio
Clothing: Poncho V2(Prints)-PMS(Pimp My Shit)
Promiscuous Jeans in Noir-[CA]@Fi* Friday
Shoes: Glitter Partition Pumps in Black-Reign
Poses: Jahi Poses-[CA]@Fi* Friday
Location: Done Wiv a Twist
Tres Belle
Hi everyone! Ok so this may be my last post of the month it is undecided but if I do blog it will be tomorrow and will be fairly short. Thanksgiving is coming up and I plan on spending the majority of it with my family. I am stoked because Done Wiv a Twist made it in the Destination Guide. I promise to those who already know this is my last time bringing it up. I am just very excited about it because I thought we weren’t good enough. I tend to be my own worse critic. I guess not only do I have Skyla, Ema, Ally, and Kodi to thank, but also the owner of anc…your RARE tent brought something alive in me and gave me a vision that is now being used for our current pic of the land. Before I move on, thank you readers as well…you may be like hmm why? Just ponder on that for a minute lol.
Bella Elephante released new nails for the Geeks ‘n’ Nerds event. The ones I am showing off are to represent Belle from Beauty and the Beast which happens to be my favorite Disney movie. Nothing better than a woman who stands her ground, loves to read, looks beyond the exterior of a person to love, and who appreciates the small things in life. To go along with the nails I picked up the “Belle” inspired dress from Noodles.
I decided to invest in the whole line of N-Core Feet because they look amazing and plus these gorgeous shoes were free to go with the Xtreme Feet. There are a few other shoes available as well but with the line just starting off, the choices are limited for now.
I want to go ahead and put my “What I am thankful for” list here. If I do not come back tomorrow, have a safe and wonderful Thanksgiving!
I am thankful for..
*Life
*My Health
*My Son
*RL/SL Friends and Family
*My wittle doggie
*Food and shelter
*Most of all, the love I receive every single day by some of you all!
❤ Saxxy
Hair: The Beauty Hair in Morning Coffee-Olive
Eyes:Promise Eyes in Chocolate-Ikon
Makeup: Juliette Eyeshadow in Dark Nude-Modish
Juicy Lips in Berry Tart-Panda Punx
Nails: Once Upon a Fairytale Combo-Bella Elephante@Geeks n Nerds
Jewelry: True Hearts Necklace and Earrings-Maxi Gossamer
Dress: Beauty Princess Dress-Noodles@Geeks n Nerds
Shoes & Feet: Xtreme Feet & Mules in Black(free)-N-Core
Poses: Jessie-Posetivity
Props: Fairytales – Beauty & the Beast – Dome(Gacha Rare)-O.M.E.N.
Candleish Holder-MishMish
Sweater Weather
So, normally I do not post blogs at like 4:00am my time, but I had such a horrible skin reaction to something earlier, I took two Benadryl liquid capsules and well lets say I was in bed by like 8:00pm. I woke up a little past midnight and decided to put a look together while talking to the wifey on voice.
Deesses is taking part of the Gacha Mania, and besides the lipsticks and eyeshadows, she has two skins available for purchase for 75l per play. I am rockin the Simone skin in the Flat White tone.
N-Core released their new feet system and I am pretty stoked! Don’t get me wrong I love Slink and will continue to support Slink, but I have been an N-Core fan since my noob days. I got an update on my flat feet and decided to put along with my outfit the newest flats. If you have any of the older feet, please go to the store and get your free updates!! Not only are there free updates but free shoes to start off your shoe collections.
Last but not least, you may find this adorable cocoa mug from Ariskea at the Liaison Collaborative. There are several colors and sayings available for only 89l.
Well that is all for now, the rest of the details can be found below.
❤ Saxxy
Skin: Simone in Flat White-Deesses @ The Gacha Mania
Hair: Sophie in Dark Greys-enVOGUE
Eyes: Dream Eyes in Grass Stains-#adored
Makeup: Juliette April (01) Eyeshadow-Modish
Patty Dark Lipstick in Strawberry-Izzie’s
Nails: Shooting Star Gold-La Boheme
Septum Ring: Septum Ring HeartWings-^^Swallow^^@The Dressing Room
Clothing: Steal My Girl(Sweater and Leggings)-Liv Glam
Winter Scarf in Black-.twenty13.@The Thrift Shop
Shoes: Flats in Black-N-Core
Feet: Flat Feet-N-Core
Mug: Winter Warm Choco Vanilla-Ariskea@Liaison Collaborative
Location: L’arc en Ciel
Farewell My Almost Lover
So I have spent the majority of the day outside. As many know, Florida doesn’t have many cold days, so therefore I took the opportunity to walk around my neighborhood(which is a miracle), enjoy a few raindrops, and tend the garden. It is becoming colder as the day progresses so there will definitely be comfort food tonight 😀
Today I am blogging on a new hair from enVOGUE called Chloe. It comes with rigged and fitted versions. Keep in mind to wear the appropriate hairbase in which comes with it.
Also new are the poses I am using from Image Essentials called Prestige in which may be found at the Thrift Shop. These poses are feminine and can be used with formal and non formal wear.
All other details can be found below. Stay warm folks!
❤ Saxxy
Hair: Chloe in Dark Greys-enVOGUE
Eyes: Prisma Eyes in Grey-S0ng
Makeup: Classic Wing Eyeliner 2-League
Juliette Eyebrows in Black 02 & Juliette Eyeshadow B Dark Nude-Modish
Glossy Lip Highlights-Izzie’s
Jewelry: Earrings of Fury in Silver-=Zenith=
Headress(Ashira Teardrop)-Maxi Gossamer
Hoop Mesh Bracelets in Silver-Bens Beauty
Nails: Manicure/Pedicure in Neutrals/Silver-Beauty by AlaskaMetro
Dress: Bellatriz Dress in Nox-Noodles@Collabor88
Shoes: Oakley Slink in Black Leather-JD
Poses: Prestige (b)-Image Essentials@The Thrift Shop
Location: Amaranth Journey
Fly Away
Quick post cause I need to tend to RL stuff, but I wanted to take a pic in this little corner in which the wifey placed some lily pads and stones under the rain. While Autumn is here, we still experience the rain here in Florida, so it was only right to show I still enjoy the rainy weather from time to time 🙂 A few new items from Biscuit and enVOGUE, make sure you check them out!
❤ Saxxy
Hair: Rebecca in Dark Greys-enVOGUE
Eyes: Hope Eyes in Rustic-Ikon
Makeup: Juliette Eyeshadows in Dark Nude-Modish
Juliette Eyebrows in Black-Modish
Glossy Highlights-Izzies
Nails: Slink Manicure/Pedicure in Neutrals/Silver-Beauty by AlaskaMetro
Jewelry: Pearl Whisp Set(White)-Yummy
Clothing: Cardigan w/Tank(Comes with HUD)-Biscuit@The Frozzen Fair(Will open December 1st)
Skinny Jeans(W/HUD)-20.FIVE
Shoes: Not Your Momma’s Knit Boots-Reign
Poses and Props: Paper Birds & Beautiful Day Poses-.Infiniti.
Location: Amaranth Journey
