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The Cleansing

“Some people are afraid of what they might find if they try to analyze themselves too much, but you have to crawl into your wounds to discover where your fears are. Once the bleeding starts, the cleansing can begin.”-Tori Amos

The Cleansing

I have always told others I scare myself at times. I know what is right and wrong and yet I know my life is so filled with sin. I try to make up for it by doing what is morally right, but there are times when I know I am about to do wrong or has done them in spite of it all. I know I am not perfect, nor will I ever strive for perfection. There is a line I know I shouldn’t cross but still do because of the adrenaline rush. I have to stop that. Temporary high’s have not done anything to benefit myself.I am trying to become a better person, friend, and mother. I have almost given up so many times but I guess my willpower was too strong. If at anytime you find yourself over analyzing yourself or doubting your abilities, never give up. Lay the good and bad parts about you flow on paper. If your positives overcome the negatives, you should be proud. If it is the other way around, you can work on yourself and know it will not happen overnight. Think of the outcome rather than the could be failures.

I have been inspired to write more you all. Sometimes it comes and goes. I stopped writing because I didn’t think people would read what I have to say. I had to stop worrying about what others did and start thinking about what made me happy. Writing and expressing myself is what makes me happy. Whether or not someone reads it, it makes me feel a bit more satisfied.

Today I am showing off some gorgeous nails that Deesses released. Two sets were released, but today I am showing off the nails from the Rhomb set. They come with beautiful colors and gold gems placed right above the cuticle. They come in several colors as shown below.

Rhomb Nails

I also grabbed this two piece set during the Fifty Linden Friday event. Of course it isn’t for 50l anymore but still gorgeous to invest into if you like the two piece formal look.

Until next time, enjoy your day!

❤ Saxxy

Saxxy is Wearing:

Hair: Vixen-Truth

Eyes: Hope Eyes in Rustic-Ikon

Makeup: Falsies Lashes-Mon Cheri

Juliette Eyeshadows in Dark Nude-Modish

Glossy Lip Highlights-Izzie’s

Jewelry: Rings for Slink Casual-Formanails Accessories

Nails: Rhomb Fingernails-Deesses

Clothing: Ossul Top & Winter Maxi-MOLiCHiNO

Poses: Sasha 3 Curvy-Posetivity

Nephthys-Label Motion

Location: Done Wiv a Twist

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Take Me to Church

Her Life Was Filled With Sin

Her life was filled with sin. Drugs, alcohol,promiscuous sex, and abandoning her child at such a young age, that was just the beginning. Her friends were the voices that lived in her head. She knew her life would never be the same after the tragic accident of her parents, but not once did she think it would ever get to the point of losing herself all together. For years her childhood acquaintance had begged her to go to church. “Pfft!” Church was just another hopeless option for her. If God existed why not save her at her worse? Where was He when she looked up at the ceiling on those endless nights when men broke pieces of her spirit? She believed her only saviors were the alcohol and drugs. They helped her get through the pain and the constant reminders of her fuck ups.

One morning as she strolled through the park looking at the lovely scenery, she came across a little boy who resembled her father. He smiled joyfully and his eyes gleamed as he slid down the bright yellow slide. She wanted to caress his cheek, but then what next? She would have the urge to hug someone who may not even be of relation. It gave her an epiphany. If there was anyone besides herself who she wanted to change for, it would be her son. She continued walking and called for a taxi. She braced herself. She knew what she had to do. Throughout all the failed attempts to change, she promised herself that this time around it would be different. As the cab arrived at her destination, she paid the driver and stepped out. She took several deep breaths and walked up the stairs. She rang the doorbell on the opposite side of the door. A man answered and replied “may I help you?” She asked to speak to his wife. His wife appeared at the door and gave her a warm hug. She looked into the deep brown eyes of the woman and replied “take me to church.”

I am not here to shove religion down anyone’s throat, but as a Catholic I do believe in God. I never talk about religion much because I myself have had doubts here and there. No matter what I may be going through though, I have always found that prayer helps me in more ways than I would have ever have thought. At this point, I am keeping my wifey Ema within my prayers. We all have had situations that may make us feel like we can’t grasp control of so in that sense I cannot judge. I do however hope the best and that she will return to SL in the future.

Today I decided to blog on a new outfit from Delirium Style, new hair from Mina, and a tattoo from PMS that was applied to the Maitreya body using the Omega appliers.

The Gemma dress comes with a sweater and jean skirt effect. It comes with a color changing HUD that changes the color of the sweater.

I am so in love with this hair from Mina. It comes as shown, in a short swept off the face style. It also comes with a cool looking shaved hairbase with lines running along the right side of the head.

Finally, PMS released one of my favorite tats with the Omega appliers so that I may use it with my attached body parts. In this case it is on my Maitreya body. Unfortunately, Omega does not support every mesh body nor body part. It is best to check out which ones they do support at the store. I will provide the link below.

I hope you are all having a wonderful Saturday!

❤ Saxxy

Saxxy is Wearing:

Hair: Bas in Black & White Specials-Mina@Kustom9

Eyes: Cheri in Grey Eye-{S0ng}@Kustom9

Ears: UNISEX[MANDALA]STEKING_EARS_Season 5

Makeup: Falsies Lashes-Mon Cheri

Go to Liners-#adored

Lipstick in Fem (Grey)-MUA

Tattoo: Birds of a Feather-Pimp My Shit(PMS)

Jewelry: Corsair Necklace Red/Gold-Eudora 3D(Thank you Santanna)

Clothing: Gemma Dress w.HUD-Delirium Style(Having a 50% off Sale)

Shoes: Gift_Belted Ankle Boots-*COCO*(doesn’t know if they are still a gift)

Pose: Kali Pose 07 from Kali Pose Pack-A&CO

Love-N-Lust(for Omega Appliers)

So Fancy

So Fancy

Today started off kinda meh, I thought I had conquered my horrible sleeping pattern but nope! In other exciting news, Skyla and I have finished decorating the land and we have opened up to the group members! I will provide the new landmark below.

Today I am blogging on a new few things from Ariskea and SLX. Ariskea released these cute glasses in an array of different colors for Project Limited. Also released are rings in different metals, colors, and stones. These may be found at Kustom 9 in which both events opened today.

SLX released this adorable “school girl” type outfit. The outfit comes with the sweater, skirt, watch(not shown), and the shoes w/socks. The outfit includes a color changing hud for the sweater.

Since my bestie is visiting me, I will not be making this post long. Enjoy your day folks!

❤ Saxxy

Saxxy is Wearing:

Hair: Warpaint in Blackpack-Lamb@Collabor88

Eyes: Hope Eyes in Rustic-Ikon

Makeup: Falsies Lashes-Mon Cheri

Go To Liners-#adored

Tender Lipstick in Red-MUA

Accessories: Hipsty Glasses in Miss Grey-Ariskea @Project Limited

Trance Rings in Black Stone Silver & Circlee Silver-Ariskea@Kustom 9

Opulent Watch Silver-Izzie’s@Uber

Slink Manicure in Candy Apple-Beauty by Alaskametro

Little Panda Handbag-[Pure Melody]

Outfit: Snotje Outfit-SLX

Poses: Amelie Poses-{Imeka}

Done Wiv a Twist

As She Stood There

As She Stood There

Perhaps one of my favorite quotes about changes in life is:

If you realize that all things change, there is nothing you will try to hold on to.
If you are not afraid of dying, there is nothing you cannot achieve.“-Lao Tzu

I for one am not afraid of dying, and as I stood in place earlier today while cooking, I thought about my past and how it transpired to what it is today. The year is starting off so much better than I would have imagined. I guess ridding the toxins out of your life really does help. So does stepping away from your computer, enjoying some of the smaller things in life and slowly evolving into someone who is a little more mature than I was a few years ago.

While on the subject of “change”, we will be changing the land around and I for one cannot wait! We want to get rid of the snow and start for spring. I promise it will be worth it over shoveling snow :D.

Today I decided to show off this smexy dress from Twenty 13 and a new lipstick from MUA. The dress comes in a TON of different colors! The hud has solids and patterns so believe me when I say it is worth looking into. I know people question what you can wear with mesh bodies and over half of the mesh I put on it usually fits. I would suggest a little editing with this dress if you choose to wear it over a mesh body. The dress is fitted mesh so it moves with your body parts.

MUA has released several new lipsticks in Fem and Tender. I am rocking the Fuchsia in Tender with a little gloss over it since it is a matte finished lipstick. If you love rockin couture type stuff, MUA is an excellent place to accentuate that face of yours.

That is all for now, so get to shopping folks 😀

Huggies to all!

❤ Saxxy

Saxxy is Wearing:

Body: Maitreya Mesh Body in Lara (League Skin Applier in Erin Medium)

Hair: Kitty Mesh Hair in Blacks-Wasabi Pills@Uber

Eyes: Mesh Eyes – Natural – Hazel-Aveline

Makeup: Falsies Eyelashes-Mon Cheri

Purple Rain Mad Woman Smokey Shadow-Mock Cosmetics

Tender Lipstick in Fuchsia-MUA

Jewelry: LaRose Necklace in Black-Pure Poison @Uber

Dress:  Luvs Dress w/ HUD-.t13.

Shoes: Anastasia Pumps in Gray (Silver)-Bens Boutique

Pose: Simplicity Pose Set (Pose #9)-D.Luxx

Location: L’arc en Ciel

Going for Tea with Fluffy

A Spot of Tea

I started of the day crappy as hell with my allergies! So me being the big baby that I am at times, I decided to take a shower and go right back under the covers. So now that I have completely wasted half the day in bed, I get to blog late for you all 😛 I wanna congratulate one of my beautiful sponsors (The Owner of Ariskea) for her invitation to be a part of the next Arcade round which will be available in March. You deserve it! I wanted to show off her beautiful work that is available at the new round of OMG (Oh My Gacha). It is the tea set shown above in the picture. They include all the pieces shown except the piece that is RARE which are cupcakes that I thought you were supposed to wear but they are part of the decor as well. I will add the original picture below to show what they look like. (Sorry on my behalf :/)

Ariskea - Omygacha

Up next are a few new items from The Seasons Story (Winter Edition), Collabor 88, and Bella Elephante.The dress and backpack from the Zenith gacha machine available @ The Seasons Story. There are also coats and other versions of the dresses and backpacks for 75l per play. The hair and unicorn are from the latest round @ Collabor88. The hair comes in different colors. Lamb has the hair I am currently wearing and another version of a top knot hair. Make sure to check them out cause they are cute! The adorable unicorn is from Mish Mish and comes in a holdable and companion version in three different colors with hair color changing huds. The companion one legit emits a rainbow while walking! It’s cute! 😀 Last product are the nails from Bella Elephante which are part of the OneWord round of “Dream”. The nails shown have balloons flying, but don’t think that is all. The hud has other cute dreamy themed nails to apply as well.

I think the last thing I should bring up is the wonderful job Asa did to her sim yet again! If you want an escape from the winterscapes(like myself lol) check out L’arc en Ciel. It is one of my faves and if I were homeless I would probably be there like all the time in the bar or something like a true bum LOL! Bring a friend or yourself to have a nice relaxed feel or even to take pics. Thank you for sharing your beautiful creativity to the public.

❤ Saxxy

Walking the Line with Fluffy

1st Pic Credits:

Little Austen Set (See pic above for all the items in the gacha)-Ariskea@OMG

The Potographer Bunny-*ionic*@The Chapter Four(Thanks Santanna)

Everything else can be found at L’arc en Ciel

3rd Pic Credits:

Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara

Hair: Black Milk in Black Pack-Lamb@Collabor88

Makeup: Falsies Lashes-Mon Cheri

Go-to liners-#adored

Glossy Lip Highlights-Izzie’s

Accessories: Baby Unicorn Companion in White-*MishMish*@Collabor88

(Choco)Lace Bow Backpack-=Zenith=@The Seasons Story

Fever Dream Nails(For Slink and Belleza)-Bella Elephante@Oneword

Clothing: (Milk)Chiffon Dress-=Zenith=@The Seasons Story

Shoes: Gold * Pearl * Antheia Sandal-Maitreya

Pose: Candie-Marukin@Collabor88

Location: L’arc en Ciel

She Left Shattered

I left shattered

She heard his footsteps approaching the hallway. She knew the time had come for her final decision in the matter. While she appreciated the tenderness, the nurturing, the sweet gestures, and his attention,she knew that it was not love. It was lust at its finest point for the both of them. The adventure had taken a turn which left her in such a complicated precipice. It finally started to all sink in for her. “It” was the choice to stay with Daddy and remain his baby girl or move back to square one. While she would miss his touch, whether it was a firm hand around her neck or the touch of his hand gliding through the strands of her hair, she still couldn’t love and give her all to him. She walked away in a grandiose fashion, but deep down her emotions were overbearing and her nerves were jittering.

A few days later she found the bear that her Daddy had given her on their third encounter sitting on a pile of books in the den. When she missed Daddy, she would grab the bear and inhale the scent of his cologne. She promised to never wash it, as she would never get back the same nostalgic feelings she continually received every time she held it. She decided a walk was necessary for a change of scenery and a bit of clarity. Although she may have done something dreadfully stupid, she knew he deserved someone better than a person looking for a temporary high. It was fun while it lasted, but she knew she was incapable of giving herself to anyone. She knew there was a possibility of remaining alone for the rest of her life. In a melancholy and selfish way, she accepted it. She knew that at that point in her life, she could only live to please herself. There was a dead end approaching during her walk. She stopped crying and smiled a bit. The dead end symbolized her lustful relationship to Him. While it was sad that she would probably never see him again, she started to feel like herself again. She turned around with her teddy and headed to the nearest Boba Tea House with a better sense of assurance.

Thank you Ally for this little guy, as a person who enjoys the lifestyle of being a “babygirl” you made something that could make tons of scenarios and stories! You all may find erotic poses and such at Ally’s new store called Something Erotic.

I decided to wear a few things from Collabor88 in which the theme is OMG! Unicorns! Everything is all rainbow colored and most of the items include unicorns.

Until next time my loves…

❤ Saxxy

Saxxy is Wearing:

Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara

Skin:  Sia skin ( Fairy Tales ) in America-Glam Affair@Collabor88

Hair: Margot in Irish Red-LeLutka

Eyes: Eden in Green Eye-S0ng@Kustom 9

Makeup: Falsies Lashes-Mon Cheri

Juliette Eyeshadow B Nude-Modish

Contouring Blush-MUA

Fruitilicious Lip Gloss [My Bubblicious]-Mock Cosmetics

Jewelry: QtUnicorns Neckalce Peachy Glitters-Glam Affair@Collabor88

Unicorn Cameo Ring in Classic Ivory-Yummy@Collabor88

Clothing: Dreaming Blooming in Coral-{u.f.o}@Collabor88

Shoes: Unicorn Shoes in White-Violent Seduction@Collabor88

Prop and Pose: Me and My Teddy 2-Something Erotic

Location: L’arc en Ciel

Bubbles for Clarissa

Bubbles!

This morning I think I only got about two hours of sleep. I had somewhat of a hectic night, but I am grateful to the few who still know how to put a smile on this girl’s face! I kinda turned my frustration into inspiration. Why stay mad when you can put some of that energy into another blog? Today I am showing off a pretty gown I snatched up from Junbug (last Friday’s 50l item) along with this new hair from enVOGUE called Clarissa. The dress was available in two colors and immediately I thought of watercolors. The gorgeous Asa redid her sim for spring so I decided to head over. Her work never fails to amaze me! I found a spot on her land and added the flowers on the ground and decided to get a little playful while staying elegant.

Clarissa is an updo hairstyle that would look gorgeous with the more glamorous looks. It comes in a variety of colors and the hairbase is needed for this look.

I am also wearing the newest Deesses skin called Lorelay in another skin color (flat white). It was such a hit in ice frappe in a previous blog, I couldn’t help but try another skin tone.

Well that is all for now, hope you all have an awesome day!

❤ Saxxy

Saxxy is Wearing:

Skin: Lorelay in Flat White-Deesses

Hair: Clarissa in Dark Greys-enVOGUE

Eyes: Hope Eyes in Silverleaf-Ikon

Makeup: Basic Sparkles Eyeshadow in Black-MONS

Falsies Lashes-Mon Cheri

Lorelay Lipstick(dark pack that comes with skin) in Wildberry Wet-Deesses

Nails: Fancy Set-Mon Cheri

Jewelry: Isabella Jewelry Set – Florence-Earthstones

Dress: Nightingale in Bloom-*{Junbug}*

Pose: Catching Bubbles-.Infiniti.

Location: L’arc en Ciel

Cool Kid

Cool Kid

I have always thought of myself as this big kid. I think that is why I appreciate Peter Pan so much because he never wanted to grow up. I mean as teenagers we never know how well we have it and we try to rush the adolescent parts aside to be adults. Then we grow up, learn about responsibilities, and then want to reverse it all lol. I have those small talks with my friends in RL who have kids as well. Like since when did we start being uncool and start sounding like our own mothers? LOL in any case I think that is what video games and even SL provide me with. A sense of never growing up if even just for a temporary moment.

Today I am blogging a lovely fur hat and Monflon set from Ariskea available at Fameshed. They are available in several colors and the muff that goes over the hands has an animation to cover the hands. I will have to warn you though, if you want to do any poses with the muff..well it would be difficult. For some reason the animation clashes with animated poses. The pic I took was kinda difficult to capture as I was depending on my AO to position my avi for me. Other than that the set is gorgeous and is beautiful for the winter.

Also new is the dress from Zenith available at Uber. The theme this round @ Uber is Opulence and they have some amazing stuff there! Make sure to check out Uber and Fameshed!

A few more new things can be found down below. Have an awesome day folks!

❤ Saxxy

Saxxy is Wearing:

Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara

Hair: _Momoka_ in Blacks-Taketomi

Eyes: Hope Eyes in Wight-Ikon

Makeup: Falsies Lashes-Mon Cheri

Basic Sparkles Eyeshadow in Black & Black Eyeliner Series 5-MONS

Contouring Blush in Med Tan-MUA

Lorelay Dark Lipstick in Wildberry Wet(comes with Lorelay skin)-Deesses

Jewelry & Accessories: 777 jewelry set Diamond-Mandala

[Moscow] Grey Wolf Fur hat & Monflon-Ariskea@Fameshed

Clothing: Vintage Chiffon Dress in Silver-=Zenith=@Uber

Shoes: Kaia Pumps in Silver(Maitreya version)-Pure Poison

Location: Inspiration Point

I Can Tell You Want It

I Can Tell You Want It

Hello loves! Today I am just making a short post on a few new things. I know I haven’t been writing much on blogs but I am ok 🙂 Life is really good right now and reality hit earlier knowing my kid has to go back to school and we have a schedule to follow. The Christmas tree will come down tomorrow and well..the traces of anything relating to Christmas will be down. :/ Good news is that cooler weather will soon be in effect in Florida where it rarely ever gets cold.

So for today’s look I am rocking a shimmery smexy dress from Biscuit, new hair from Catwa called Hanna, a skin from Designer Circle for only 99l from WoW Skins, and a new makeup set (eyeshadow & lipstick) from MUA. The dress from Biscuit comes with a HUD and for inquiring minds wondering what you can or cannot wear with the mesh bodies, well I am rocking the Maitreya body with this dress 😀 I guess you just have to know how to edit your shape and work those alpha bits on the body.The skin I am rocking is in a lovely Golden color. I was skeptical of buying this skin but when I put on the demo I fell in love! You can find the appliers for this skin at the mainstore. Finally, the makeup set from MUA can be worn all together or eyeshadow/lipstick separately.

Ok that is all for today! Be back soon with more goodies!

❤ Saxxy

Saxxy is Wearing:

Skin: Vivy in Golden-WoW Skins@Designer Circle

Shape: My Own

Body: Maitreya Mesh Body in Lara

Hair: Hanna[A]-Catwa

Eyes: Prisma in Grey Eye-S0NG

Makeup: Falsies Lashes-Mon Cheri

Makeup Set in Luce(Eyeshadow & Lipstick) & Contouring Blush in Medium Tan-MUA(Group Members there is still a sale going on!)

Nails: Maitreya Lara – Nails Hud in Tribal-Izzie’s @The Dressing Room

Jewelry: Luck Necklace/Silver/Unisex-Mandala(They are having a 30-70%off sale)

Dress: Kendal Dress-Biscuit

Shoes:Thigh High Boots in Black Gold Snake-Maitreya

Poses: Mila 01 from the Mila Pack-Purple Poses

Nephthys-Label Motion

On My Way Out..

On My Way Out

Hello all! Just another post today on some gorgeous items from Biscuit & Reign. The gorgeous Chani released this sparkly little number with a color changing hud. You may find this at her mainstore and MP. If you haven’t been to Fameshed, you may want to so you may grab a pack of free purses from Reign. You have to be a part of the Fameshed group(free to join).

Most likely we will be announcing winners for the contest today so keep a lookout for that! Please know that we have 5 judges and we all have our different views on what to look for in pictures since we are either bloggers ourselves or content creators. There are more contests and giveaways coming up so if you don’t win please do not be bummed out or think that the contest is “rigged”.

Love you all!

❤ Saxxy

Saxxy is Wearing

Hair: Meadow 01-Magika

Eyes: Striking Eyes in Olive-{Dead Apples}

Makeup: Falsies Lashes-Mon Cheri

Mi Amor Deep Eye Makeup-Pink Acid

Contouring Blush-MUA

Harley Lipstick in Beestung for the Peach Skin Tone-Pink Fuel

Nails: Thundernails-Deesses

Jewelry: Asia Watch & Bracelet(black/gold)-Gizza

Love Stacked Bracelets in Black & Gold-Pure Poison

Septum Ring (style17)-MONS

Purse: Sparkle Bags (Fameshed January Gift)-Reign@Fameshed

Clothing: Shae Dress w/Hud-Biscuit

Shoes: Satin Wrap Heels in Black for Mid Feet-Leverocci

Pose: Nephthys-Label Motion