She Left Shattered

I left shattered

She heard his footsteps approaching the hallway. She knew the time had come for her final decision in the matter. While she appreciated the tenderness, the nurturing, the sweet gestures, and his attention,she knew that it was not love. It was lust at its finest point for the both of them. The adventure had taken a turn which left her in such a complicated precipice. It finally started to all sink in for her. “It” was the choice to stay with Daddy and remain his baby girl or move back to square one. While she would miss his touch, whether it was a firm hand around her neck or the touch of his hand gliding through the strands of her hair, she still couldn’t love and give her all to him. She walked away in a grandiose fashion, but deep down her emotions were overbearing and her nerves were jittering.

A few days later she found the bear that her Daddy had given her on their third encounter sitting on a pile of books in the den. When she missed Daddy, she would grab the bear and inhale the scent of his cologne. She promised to never wash it, as she would never get back the same nostalgic feelings she continually received every time she held it. She decided a walk was necessary for a change of scenery and a bit of clarity. Although she may have done something dreadfully stupid, she knew he deserved someone better than a person looking for a temporary high. It was fun while it lasted, but she knew she was incapable of giving herself to anyone. She knew there was a possibility of remaining alone for the rest of her life. In a melancholy and selfish way, she accepted it. She knew that at that point in her life, she could only live to please herself. There was a dead end approaching during her walk. She stopped crying and smiled a bit. The dead end symbolized her lustful relationship to Him. While it was sad that she would probably never see him again, she started to feel like herself again. She turned around with her teddy and headed to the nearest Boba Tea House with a better sense of assurance.

Thank you Ally for this little guy, as a person who enjoys the lifestyle of being a “babygirl” you made something that could make tons of scenarios and stories! You all may find erotic poses and such at Ally’s new store called Something Erotic.

I decided to wear a few things from Collabor88 in which the theme is OMG! Unicorns! Everything is all rainbow colored and most of the items include unicorns.

Until next time my loves…

❤ Saxxy

Saxxy is Wearing:

Body: Maitreya Mesh Body Lara

Skin:  Sia skin ( Fairy Tales ) in America-Glam Affair@Collabor88

Hair: Margot in Irish Red-LeLutka

Eyes: Eden in Green Eye-S0ng@Kustom 9

Makeup: Falsies Lashes-Mon Cheri

Juliette Eyeshadow B Nude-Modish

Contouring Blush-MUA

Fruitilicious Lip Gloss [My Bubblicious]-Mock Cosmetics

Jewelry: QtUnicorns Neckalce Peachy Glitters-Glam Affair@Collabor88

Unicorn Cameo Ring in Classic Ivory-Yummy@Collabor88

Clothing: Dreaming Blooming in Coral-{u.f.o}@Collabor88

Shoes: Unicorn Shoes in White-Violent Seduction@Collabor88

Prop and Pose: Me and My Teddy 2-Something Erotic

Location: L’arc en Ciel

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